erm...i don't mean to be lie, but that was only i can do..the reason is i wanna out from this kind of mess..i might feel guilty to all around me..but i am human so..wat can i do??? there an advise from my best friend..but i sorry i make it like this..i be back soon to the place i should..i didn't mean to hurt to you all...or to lie~ but it just happened today and i cannot turn back...i feel so sad, guilty, some kind of give up...but what i only can do is this way..i am bad person? am i?? i know i can tell the truth but some people will not satisfactory, not accept..arrr i have to go to...cause i cannot stay here for any longer...i cannot tahan already. so sori all..maybe some of the plan will down cause of me...a lot of sorry to you all..i think it's so hard to correct..and maybe no chance...ah is just let it be...to GOD i also regret..i did with wrong decision..i did what is cannot..real sick. again just want to realease the tension here...cause only here i can tell the truth... bla3...God Bless.
